What Ifs Like These Must Not Happen

Ok, so while I am waiting for good things to come, let's talk about the potential of good things to come. Aka let's daydream.

Last month, at Yesung's cafe, I did not get a chance to see him. He didn't come by the cafe when I was there. His mom was around though, and my own mom egged me on to go say hi to her.

Which I so would not do ever. It may sound harmless - Hi, I am a fan of your son - but after how I reacted to meeting Jason Mraz - Please don't stop writing music or else I will die - I know I should never, ever approach any person I admire.

But then when I got home, Yesung decided that he had lots of free time (which is a good thing for any of the SuJu boys) and helped out at his cafe quite a few times during the week.

Fans were present, of course, and I was somewhat envious. They took pictures of him at the cashier and stuff and my mom again decided that it was one of those times for her to start repeating "I told you so."

I know, I told you so what, right? Well, I am baffled myself. I guess she thought that I would be able to meet Yesung somehow in the future if I said hi to his mom then.

But I know, even if it was Yesung himself, I wouldn't have the guts to say hi to him. I wouldn't even acknowledge his presence.

Partly cos I am shy that way. And partly cos I pity his lack of privacy. I don't know, if it were me, I would really appreciate people acting normal about me instead of making a fuss about it. By fuss, I mean flash photography and noise.

I guess that is what any idol signs up for, but I still think there needs to be a line drawn. They are still people, right?

And the last part - I am still a huge believer of fate. If things are meant to be, they will be. If I am meant to meet someone I admire, it will happen like the way it did with Mraz - naturally.

Not me staking out at a cafe and trying to catch glances with Yesung's lil' bro. Tempting idea, though, if I can get over the psychotic undertones of it.

So anyway, the point of this entry? None, haha.

I was just daydreaming and wondering how I would react if I indeed met Yesung. Lol.

Yes, I am a fangirl. Sue me.

And I am also bored on the MRT. Go figure.

Ok, time to get back to my homework - yes, smartphone + long periods of time = need to find something to do to be productive.

Cheerios.